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me and wind
Jun. 5th, 2009 05:44 pmThis just occured to me, after realizing it is raining right now. I used to watch it from my bedroom window (which was gone after renovation, aaarrgh) when I was still a kid, and I actually still love to do it until now :)
But there is something from my childhood that I kinda...miss.
Being a child waaay back before, I usually played on my (or should I say my parents') house garden. I can still remember vividly when I just ran around it, playing with my pets or just making fun of them (my brother said I was playing with them a bit too 'wild' that one of them kinda went 'wild' as well xDD) But there's some time when I just stood in the middle of the green grass and feel the wind blowing on my skin. It almost felt like I could fly (hey,I'm a kid with high imagination back then..or should I say until now? XD). And that's not all...
I once thought that I could speak with the wind, that it actually understand what I said,and I could decipher what the blow of air meant. I often did that, talking to the wind,and it responded to me. Eerie? I thought it was awesome :D But life has overtaken me, and I eventually forgot about my childhood habit.
Still, eventhough I have grow up and kind of forget that fact, everytime I feel the wind on my skin, I almost could hear it saying "it's been a while". And I would found mysef answering back "yeah, it's been a long time" then felt a gush of wind behind, as if it responded to me. I felt it embraced me, kinda scary, yeah, but soothing at the same time. As if it's saying "Take care of yourself" or something like that. Then the wind just stopped, leaving me staring at the sky.
Sometimes I wondered whether this was just my super wild imagination or this was because I'm really going crazy, but putting that aside, I missed it. A lot.
Or maybe I just missed the time when I was still a child, not really thinking of anything serious and just live the way life are. I'm not really sure.
Anyway, it's nice to reminisce every once in a while :)
But there is something from my childhood that I kinda...miss.
Being a child waaay back before, I usually played on my (or should I say my parents') house garden. I can still remember vividly when I just ran around it, playing with my pets or just making fun of them (my brother said I was playing with them a bit too 'wild' that one of them kinda went 'wild' as well xDD) But there's some time when I just stood in the middle of the green grass and feel the wind blowing on my skin. It almost felt like I could fly (hey,I'm a kid with high imagination back then..or should I say until now? XD). And that's not all...
I once thought that I could speak with the wind, that it actually understand what I said,and I could decipher what the blow of air meant. I often did that, talking to the wind,and it responded to me. Eerie? I thought it was awesome :D But life has overtaken me, and I eventually forgot about my childhood habit.
Still, eventhough I have grow up and kind of forget that fact, everytime I feel the wind on my skin, I almost could hear it saying "it's been a while". And I would found mysef answering back "yeah, it's been a long time" then felt a gush of wind behind, as if it responded to me. I felt it embraced me, kinda scary, yeah, but soothing at the same time. As if it's saying "Take care of yourself" or something like that. Then the wind just stopped, leaving me staring at the sky.
Sometimes I wondered whether this was just my super wild imagination or this was because I'm really going crazy, but putting that aside, I missed it. A lot.
Or maybe I just missed the time when I was still a child, not really thinking of anything serious and just live the way life are. I'm not really sure.
Anyway, it's nice to reminisce every once in a while :)
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